I'm thankful for friends who get me

LirSudi: hey, so you know how you were saying that you know someone who is a hypochondriac.. I feel the same way sometimes, but about myself
LirSudi: like do you ever wonder if you made up the pain you think you're experiencing?
CiCi: lol
CiCi: some times!
LirSudi: like with my arms...I was thinking "i'm just imagining they're turning brown"
LirSudi: or when the dr was pushing on my ribs I was thinking "does this hurt or do I think it should hurt so I think I'm experiencing pain"
LirSudi: like I have a fear of being a hypochondriac
LirSudi: wonder what you call that
CiCi: i don't know!
LirSudi: am I just crazy?
LirSudi: its okay if I am
LirSudi: I just always get that fear that I'm making stuff up at the dr
LirSudi: I figure drs have to be skeptical of what people tell them
LirSudi: and for whatever reason I assume that means I'm going to lie
CiCi: i think dr's get to know their patients and are skeptical of some and trusting of others.
LirSudi: I mean, you go to the dr b/c youre sick
CiCi: lol yes you do!
LirSudi: lol, well I mean you go b/c youre sick but maybe you feel you really have to prove it so you exaggerate the truth
LirSudi: ugh
LirSudi: I'm a fraud
LirSudi: a liar
LirSudi: lol
CiCi: lol!
CiCi: i was that way when I couldn't control my blinking yesterday...
CiCi: i was trying so hard not to blink b/c i didn't know if i was just thinking about blinking so hard that it was happening or not...
LirSudi: lol
LirSudi: yeah! I completely understand!
LirSudi: which that reminds me:
LirSudi: why is it after you do the large breathing in and out for the doctor and then they say "breathe normal" you have to really concentrate on breathing normal
LirSudi: is it just me?
LirSudi: lol
LirSudi: bc I'm going to be sad if other people don't have this problem
CiCi: lol no i do to!